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[ Honestly, if anyone deserves to feel guilty it's him. Flashbacks of yelling at her keep running through his mind and every time he thinks about his actions, it eats him up inside. For once in his life, he doesn't feel high on his own ego and feels like a legitimately awful person.

Truthfully, he feels like no amount of pampering or comfort will ever make up for losing his temper at her. ]

Lately, I feel like I've been a terrible boyfriend and that I've let you down so many times. So don't worry about doing something in return for me. I just want to do whatever I can for you.

[ So from the bottom of his heart, he feels as though he doesn't deserve anything from her.

He ends up taking in a deep breath as his heart continues to pound inside of chest. Despite the negative thoughts swirling through his mind, he still can't hide how nervous he gets whenever she's close to him.

Still, he does worry that his touch might be scaring her. Mio's reaction from earlier was still burned into his mind but even with that, he can't help but continue to run his fingers through her hair. He enjoys touching her as much as stroking his own locks. ]

You're not a terrible boyfriend.

[She tries to smile, a rather small one as she places one of her hands on the side of his cheek in an attempt to reassure him, shaking her head. Even if he tells her that she shouldn't worry and that he should just do whatever he wants for her, she... can't just be selfish like this all the time.]

I just don't feel like I've been an adequate girlfriend for you.

[And now she's tearing up, surprisingly enough.]

It's not fair if you're always doing things for me, Leon. You spoil me too much.

[She can't stop the tears from streaming and her heart twists because honestly? Mio doesn't feel like she earnestly doesn't deserve him. That she doesn't deserve to be happy like this.

For the longest of times, she contemplates her life.

Maybe all of this happening to her personally is her punishment. Punishment for being so selfish. For not wanting to take over the company. For seeking her own happiness instead of caring about others. But being with Leon, she wants to be a better person for him.

She wants to make him happy. She wants to make other people happy, not just herself. To do something that isn't just for herself.]

Please let me do things for you. ... I want to.

[ Though he should feel relieved upon hearing those words, he somehow feels even more guilty. He full well knows that he has needlessly lashed out at her and it still eats away at his heart. But he does feel a sense of comfort as her soft hand touching his cheek. In response, he places his on hand on top of hers. ]

That's not true, Mio. You're perfect in my eyes.

[ As soon as he sees her tears, he immediately places his other free hand on her cheek, wiping the tears away with his thumb. It hurts him to see her suffering like this. If he could make a wish that could come true, he wants nothing more than to shoulder her pain and do everything to bring her happiness. ]

I love you and nothing will ever change that. I spoil you because I want to. The only thing I desire is to make you happy.

[ Honestly, he wants to cry as well. His heart couldn't take watching her sorrows, but he's doing his best to remain strong for her sake. A soft smile begins to form on his lips as he stares at her with the most loving expression imaginable. This smile was reserved for Mio's eyes only.

They were in their own little world but if someone else happened to be here, then they would instantly know just from Leon's face that he loved this girl more than anyone else in the world. ]

If that's what you truly want to do, then I'm not going to stop you. My Usamio...

"Perfect", huh...

[She doesn't think so. There's no way that she's perfect, even though she appreciates that he thinks so. It honestly means the world to her that he cares so much; more than anyone ever has in the seventeen years she's lived in this life, and any of the years that she's lived as 'Shion', too.

And it's enough to make her heart melt, especially when she sees that smile of his. One that warms her heart because she knows better than anyone else that this is something that only she's allowed to see.]

Then... I'll do just that for you, Leon-sama.

[If he's going to call her Usamio, she's going to refer to him like this, then, to return the favor.]

[ Even if she may not think so, it doesn't change the fact he will always believe her to be perfect in his eyes. He loves her so much and there isn't a single thing he would change about her. It's come to the point where the only thing he desires is to spend the rest of his life with her. ]

You just had to use my weakness...

[ A blush begins to color his cheeks and he's happy to hear those words. Being called Leon-sama is a major weakness of his and he practically melts anytime she does.

While still cupping her cheek, he leans in for a soft kiss. It may be more gentler than his usual kisses, but it's filled with nothing but his most sincere and passionate love for her. ]

[Of course she had to. Because she knows that he gives her the best reactions whenever she does say it because she knows just how weak he is to her calling him that. But he then kisses her in that gentle way of his and she can't help but feel herself melt in his kiss before she pulls away from him to speak, still keeping her voice low and breathy.]

That's because you like it... and I'm bad at coming up with nicknames for you.

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i hope you know i had to double take bc i thought this was a smut tag bc of the icon

LMAO i used this bc his face is too perfect i cant believe he looks is in a smut comic

it's such a good expression but i was also like "!?"