[ Even though he may give her a hard time about being rude, he knew that Mio had a kind heart. Not once, did he ever think of her as being selfish, since he wanted to listen to her troubles and worries.
A light tint of pink flushes his cheek as the feeling of her soft hands touching his fast. His eyes glistened with fondess as he brings one of his hands to cup hers. It warmed his heart to hear that she was willing to support him. ]
... Thanks. I appreicate it. I just want to let you know, what I'm about to tell you isn't pleasant and it's not going to be easy to hear. You might not see me in the same light.
[ In fact, he wouldn't blame her if she didn't think of him the same way again. His eyes avert to the side, looking a little nervous. The hand that was on top of hers was slightly trembling. ]
I remembered that some guy named Zhuge Dan started a rebellion. [ Which also makes him wonder just how many rebellions were in his past life? Oh well. Hopefully he'll figure that out later. ] I think I was talking to my superior, I'm still unsure about that but apparently, some of Zhuge Dan's troops had defected to our side.
However... [ He shakes his head and turns his gaze back at Mio. As much as it bothered him, he couldn't chicken out; he had to be completely direct and honest with her. ]
My superior asked for my opinion on what to do with the defectors. Without a single trace of hesitation, I told him that we should execute every single one of them. I... even had the nerve to say that if I were in charge, I wouldn't show compassion to prisoners of war.
[ He falls silent for a few moments, wanting to let that sink in. It's something that he remembered just yesterday and hell, he's still trying to come to terms with it, even if the hints were there within the few things he recalled. ]
Mio. That combined with my supposed rebellion, it's evident I was the farthest thing from being a good person in my past life.
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[ Even though he may give her a hard time about being rude, he knew that Mio had a kind heart. Not once, did he ever think of her as being selfish, since he wanted to listen to her troubles and worries.
A light tint of pink flushes his cheek as the feeling of her soft hands touching his fast. His eyes glistened with fondess as he brings one of his hands to cup hers. It warmed his heart to hear that she was willing to support him. ]
... Thanks. I appreicate it. I just want to let you know, what I'm about to tell you isn't pleasant and it's not going to be easy to hear. You might not see me in the same light.
[ In fact, he wouldn't blame her if she didn't think of him the same way again. His eyes avert to the side, looking a little nervous. The hand that was on top of hers was slightly trembling. ]
I remembered that some guy named Zhuge Dan started a rebellion. [ Which also makes him wonder just how many rebellions were in his past life? Oh well. Hopefully he'll figure that out later. ] I think I was talking to my superior, I'm still unsure about that but apparently, some of Zhuge Dan's troops had defected to our side.
However... [ He shakes his head and turns his gaze back at Mio. As much as it bothered him, he couldn't chicken out; he had to be completely direct and honest with her. ]
My superior asked for my opinion on what to do with the defectors. Without a single trace of hesitation, I told him that we should execute every single one of them. I... even had the nerve to say that if I were in charge, I wouldn't show compassion to prisoners of war.
[ He falls silent for a few moments, wanting to let that sink in. It's something that he remembered just yesterday and hell, he's still trying to come to terms with it, even if the hints were there within the few things he recalled. ]
Mio. That combined with my supposed rebellion, it's evident I was the farthest thing from being a good person in my past life.